_{(also posted on ~DavidsWolfGoddess13)}

First of all, I know I've been much less active than I used to be. It's not that I'm getting tired of this site. I'd comment or fave everything you guys post if I could, but that obviously isn't happening. I just don't want anyone to think I'm getting bored with them or ignoring them.

I'm getting close to the end of my senior year and my grades aren't the best. That's the first thing I need to be thinking about, so I've been occupied with work, looking at colleges, scholarships, etc. Plus, things have been happening recently that are by no means easy to get over. I've been having these waves of "fuck-it-ness" where I just quit everything and sulk in a corner in a puddle of my own pity. I really haven't been truly happy in a while. Usually just fake it so people won't worry about me, but now I feel like letting it out. _{Thus this unnecessary journal.}

Anyway, that's pretty much my life lately. I just want to thank those of you that have stayed with me for as long as you have. I suck immensely at making friends irl, so having some good ones on here makes me feel less sucky. I know some people out there have far worse problems, but problems are problems and nobody wants to face them alone. _{/katie quote of the day}

Also, thanks for the birthday wishes. I took the weekend off and stayed at a hotel to help get my mind off things. Got a sunburn. Ate chips. Took pictures of birds. lots o' fun

SO ANYWAY THE POINT IS
I'll try to talk to people more. I actually cleaned up my friends list quite a bit so I can focus more on the people I actively watch. So if I'm still watching you, good for you. And if you actually read through all these ramblings, good for you. Hope everyone had a good Easter/week/day. So long for now~